post gone!!! D'ohhhhhhhh....*pout*
Jul. 25th, 2001 09:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
msfledermausShit, I just lost an entire post!!!
*Jumps around in frustration*
It was one of the deep ones, too--I was talking about having to call my brother on his birthday and how I wasn't looking forward to it because we don't get along and he and my mother still aren't speaking. And how my closest family members are the ones I chose later when I left home. Stuff like that. And a nostalgic thing about me teaching my brother how to read when we were very small. *plays small violin* It's all gone!!!GONE!!! THE POST IS GONE!!!
(Aheh, I accidentally kit a key that wiped it...rrrrr, it's all human error. *Blush*)
Anyway to sum up, I'll try to remember my brother for the good things in him somewhere without putting up with the stupid, selfish bastard stuff he does now. And see if he can get the nephew up to the phone. I could use a word with a family member I'm not annoyed with. (Okay, he doesn't talk yet, but he has a cute coo. *rueful smile.*)
And after that, I should phone up my other family members..the ones I picked and picked me. I haven't talked to Grandma Lawrence for a bit:)
Ms Eff...If you have family you love, cherish them...blood means nothin' baby, unless you've been going to Aryan Youth Camp again....(what have I said about that? If I've told you once, I've told you a hundred times...)
*Jumps around in frustration*
It was one of the deep ones, too--I was talking about having to call my brother on his birthday and how I wasn't looking forward to it because we don't get along and he and my mother still aren't speaking. And how my closest family members are the ones I chose later when I left home. Stuff like that. And a nostalgic thing about me teaching my brother how to read when we were very small. *plays small violin* It's all gone!!!GONE!!! THE POST IS GONE!!!
(Aheh, I accidentally kit a key that wiped it...rrrrr, it's all human error. *Blush*)
Anyway to sum up, I'll try to remember my brother for the good things in him somewhere without putting up with the stupid, selfish bastard stuff he does now. And see if he can get the nephew up to the phone. I could use a word with a family member I'm not annoyed with. (Okay, he doesn't talk yet, but he has a cute coo. *rueful smile.*)
And after that, I should phone up my other family members..the ones I picked and picked me. I haven't talked to Grandma Lawrence for a bit:)
Ms Eff...If you have family you love, cherish them...blood means nothin' baby, unless you've been going to Aryan Youth Camp again....(what have I said about that? If I've told you once, I've told you a hundred times...)
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Date: 2001-07-25 09:02 am (UTC)My relationship with my brother sounds similar (maybe?). He's not very nice all of the time, and we don't talk much, but yet I still feel that BOND with him, you know? Even though he can be suuuuch a prick!!! And it's probably because we formed the bond when we were little. Family relationships can be so complex sometimes. I couldn't define mine with my brother if I tried!
At any rate, I understand how you feel.
(((Ms Eff)))
Date: 2001-07-25 09:03 am (UTC)I had a thought like that run through my head yesterday as I was posting about the Coffee Fairy thing my ex used to do. It does us a world of good to remind ourselves of the good stuff sometimes.
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Date: 2001-07-25 09:28 am (UTC)SIGH* They make us crazy, but we love 'em anyways, don't we? ;)
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Date: 2001-07-25 10:02 am (UTC)Sigggggghhhhh....
Re: (((Ms Eff)))
Date: 2001-07-25 10:03 am (UTC)You're the best, Cyn...
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Date: 2001-07-25 10:05 am (UTC)I'm glad you understand:)
Love, the Ms.
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Date: 2001-07-25 10:22 am (UTC)*ANOTHER SIGH*
[hey, want to form a *sighing club???]
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Date: 2001-07-25 11:16 am (UTC)