Sep. 17th, 2004
Ahhh, this is better...
Sep. 17th, 2004 12:17 pmLunchtime + Mausi + computer that works - Mr Sta-Puft = a more coherent post...
I'm trying to relax a little...this week's been really busy, mentally and also physically. It's starting to affect my personality a little, which worries me...instead of doing the "What can I help you with?" thing I'm supposed to do, it's so tempting to just shriek, "GodDAMMIT, Cany you horrible people just leave me ALONE for 5 seconds so I can WORK like I'm supposed to?!"
Time to send out more resumes, I think...it's definitely time to go when you start thinking of how you could apply bits of "Office Space" to your job...and then "Fight Club"...and with my luck, eventually "Blue Velvet" will work it's way in there somehow.
Don't ever look at meeee! I said never look at meee! Mommy!! Mommy!!!
*Hyperventilates a little*
I want to be good. Honest, I do. There's just too much to do, and it's getting to me. And if I fuck up, people will just go, "What's YOUR problem?" like they usually do, and ignore the fact that I'm running back and forth to two buildings, my part-time assistant position's been dumped, that I have all sorts of weird shit to do that's interefering with my actual job...it's this chosen blindness that makes things so difficult here on so many levels....
Please don't mind the fretting. There really is some incredibly good things going on with my life, and I'm feeling for the most part happy and fulfilled and creative and whatnot. Just....not here.
More later, and I know I have links to put up at some point.
Be good, sweetie Mausketteers...
I'm trying to relax a little...this week's been really busy, mentally and also physically. It's starting to affect my personality a little, which worries me...instead of doing the "What can I help you with?" thing I'm supposed to do, it's so tempting to just shriek, "GodDAMMIT, Cany you horrible people just leave me ALONE for 5 seconds so I can WORK like I'm supposed to?!"
Time to send out more resumes, I think...it's definitely time to go when you start thinking of how you could apply bits of "Office Space" to your job...and then "Fight Club"...and with my luck, eventually "Blue Velvet" will work it's way in there somehow.
Don't ever look at meeee! I said never look at meee! Mommy!! Mommy!!!
*Hyperventilates a little*
I want to be good. Honest, I do. There's just too much to do, and it's getting to me. And if I fuck up, people will just go, "What's YOUR problem?" like they usually do, and ignore the fact that I'm running back and forth to two buildings, my part-time assistant position's been dumped, that I have all sorts of weird shit to do that's interefering with my actual job...it's this chosen blindness that makes things so difficult here on so many levels....
Please don't mind the fretting. There really is some incredibly good things going on with my life, and I'm feeling for the most part happy and fulfilled and creative and whatnot. Just....not here.
More later, and I know I have links to put up at some point.
Be good, sweetie Mausketteers...