Small Mausi Love-bites...
Mar. 28th, 2004 07:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
msfledermausIt's been quiet and rainy this weekend . I haven't really felt like going out, though I'm out of bread an milk. I can't seem to settle to anything today. Nooo, not even knitting.:P
I've been wathing too many movies again. Otherworld sure is cool, though...
I'm in stripey knee-socks and a skirt. Beat-up German sweatshirt that used to belong to a lover from long ago...it's funny how you can rummage through your stuff and find artifacts like that; times and relationships long since gone. Funny how an old sweatshirt from 1989 can last longr than a feeling you had for somone long ago...huh. I think that's why I like making my own artifacts. Long after the emotions I have when I make an art piece dissolve into memory...it's conrete realities go on. for me, maybe for other people, too, if I do it right...
...and somtimes feeling that way about someone scares the shit out of me...because how long will it be before it all falls apart lik a paper mache' heart in the rain?
/gloom.
okay, I did do some knitting today. doubl :pp
Okay, more gloom, I lied, so there:
I can't help thinking about people I miss today. I blame the rain and the glooooooom.
It's silly. I miss having Ben the Neighbor so close, I could just run up and pester him anytime. In fact, I wish a lot of my friends were closer, location-wise. Maybe if all Hell breaks loose this election year we can all start an artist colony in Thunder bay or something...
I'm gonna go read gloomcookie some more now. Nyaah nyaah....gloom glooooomi gloooommmm....
I've been wathing too many movies again. Otherworld sure is cool, though...
I'm in stripey knee-socks and a skirt. Beat-up German sweatshirt that used to belong to a lover from long ago...it's funny how you can rummage through your stuff and find artifacts like that; times and relationships long since gone. Funny how an old sweatshirt from 1989 can last longr than a feeling you had for somone long ago...huh. I think that's why I like making my own artifacts. Long after the emotions I have when I make an art piece dissolve into memory...it's conrete realities go on. for me, maybe for other people, too, if I do it right...
...and somtimes feeling that way about someone scares the shit out of me...because how long will it be before it all falls apart lik a paper mache' heart in the rain?
/gloom.
okay, I did do some knitting today. doubl :pp
Okay, more gloom, I lied, so there:
I can't help thinking about people I miss today. I blame the rain and the glooooooom.
It's silly. I miss having Ben the Neighbor so close, I could just run up and pester him anytime. In fact, I wish a lot of my friends were closer, location-wise. Maybe if all Hell breaks loose this election year we can all start an artist colony in Thunder bay or something...
I'm gonna go read gloomcookie some more now. Nyaah nyaah....gloom glooooomi gloooommmm....
