*gulps coffee*
Oct. 4th, 2001 08:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
msfledermausMy coworkers tell me that a Russian plane blew up very very recently...they think it might have been another terroristic attack? Goddammit...
Okay, goddammit doesn't even near cover it, but after a while you start running out of words that fit a situation, and end up using stupid cliches.
(Or at least I do.) I just feel so sad and angry.
This early morning the moon peeked into my windows. I opened my blinds a bit to let the moonlight in, then crawled back into bed with the moonlight as an extra blanket.
I was thinking of turning on MPR to keep me company this morning, but instead just enjoyed the silence of getting up and making tea and having breakfast...I should have turned it on after all.
Ms Eff...how are you all?
Okay, goddammit doesn't even near cover it, but after a while you start running out of words that fit a situation, and end up using stupid cliches.
(Or at least I do.) I just feel so sad and angry.
This early morning the moon peeked into my windows. I opened my blinds a bit to let the moonlight in, then crawled back into bed with the moonlight as an extra blanket.
I was thinking of turning on MPR to keep me company this morning, but instead just enjoyed the silence of getting up and making tea and having breakfast...I should have turned it on after all.
Ms Eff...how are you all?
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Date: 2001-10-04 07:19 am (UTC)Anyway, I'm ok today :) Wearing all black, working, putzing, chewing on my bagel.
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Date: 2001-10-04 08:12 am (UTC)I checked the news,and it does look like a terrorist attack on a plane from Tel Aviv that went down in Russia.:( It didn't make the front page, though...I guess it happened late yesterday?
Morning.
Date: 2001-10-04 07:20 am (UTC)I'm going to LA today. And I'm not concerned about flying. I get to spend four days with the Bill. And meet his best friend. And hang out and feel cool (or at least warm in the 80 degree weather - didn't I just put away all those clothes?)
Feeling fine.
Eyes are dry. but i can SEE!!
Re: Morning.
Date: 2001-10-04 08:06 am (UTC)Love, Ms Eff...
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Date: 2001-10-04 07:34 am (UTC)One word I'm saying A LOT these days is BASTARDS!
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Date: 2001-10-04 07:58 am (UTC)bastards.
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Date: 2001-10-04 08:16 am (UTC)They have a little "sump'insump'in" going on. ;)
And I have the line "the memory of late nights and coffee in bed." stuck in my head, as I drifted off to a few hours of sleep while drinking coffee in bed. ;)
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Date: 2001-10-04 09:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-10-04 03:38 pm (UTC)*starts to try to remember the lyrics* Ummm.... it might be the same song. I'd have to actually give it a full listen... altho, strangely... I can sing along w/it while it's playing, but I can't remember all the words to it now. Odd.
how i am.....
Date: 2001-10-04 09:50 am (UTC)and ugh...that's it.
sorry, i think i needed to vent, and you asked how we were, and that just came pouring out...
i haven't even had the energy to get into anything in my journal cuz i'm afraid if i start writing about how shitty i feel i'll never be able to stop and that would just depress me more and here i go again with my run on sentences, but i think i'll stop now because i'm sure you've heard enough, thank you, hugs.
hee hee. :)
Re: how i am.....
Date: 2001-10-04 11:10 am (UTC)((((((((Hugs Mg gently)))))))))))
I'll e-mail you when I get a little more time..work is workish today:(
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Date: 2001-10-04 10:27 am (UTC)However, there *are* going to be more terrorist attacks throughout the world and we're going to feel the same way about them each and every time. Which is why I've been so sad and anxious since 9-11. I still focus on The Kid and my work, still keep on keeping on, still smile and laugh when I can, but overall I'm really just trying to brace myself for more unspeakable acts of hatred. Regrettably, that's how I am.
(((((Ms Effi)))))
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Date: 2001-10-04 11:00 am (UTC)(((((Ser))))