One small table zen-box later....
Nov. 7th, 2002 09:30 pmI feel very pleased with the result. And I always feel better about things in general when I'm creating something that wasn't there before.
I have to admit, sometimes I feel a little like Devi from "I feel sick" by Jhonen Vasquez. Especially if I'm feeling bluesy about not really being in a relationship right now. When things are good, I hum little happy tunes and make something interesting; get the image out of my head and where other people can see it. Or I do a custom job for someone, and it's as good or better than their expectations. A piece of experience and vision translated into the physical realm, to be handled and passed on and to gain new dimensions of experience and history with or without me.
When things are bad, I have my art for comfort. or to comfort others, to show them that life isn't all dull and hopeless, that mysteries and wit and joy have a place in an increasingly drab and structured landscape.
I have paint under my fingernails again today.
and a smudge on my elbow
*satisfied smile*
I have to admit, sometimes I feel a little like Devi from "I feel sick" by Jhonen Vasquez. Especially if I'm feeling bluesy about not really being in a relationship right now. When things are good, I hum little happy tunes and make something interesting; get the image out of my head and where other people can see it. Or I do a custom job for someone, and it's as good or better than their expectations. A piece of experience and vision translated into the physical realm, to be handled and passed on and to gain new dimensions of experience and history with or without me.
When things are bad, I have my art for comfort. or to comfort others, to show them that life isn't all dull and hopeless, that mysteries and wit and joy have a place in an increasingly drab and structured landscape.
I have paint under my fingernails again today.
and a smudge on my elbow
*satisfied smile*
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Date: 2002-11-07 08:16 pm (UTC)I'll try to ride the happy train to my dreams tonight.:)
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Date: 2002-11-08 01:34 am (UTC)It always help during the rough times to have something to direct your mind, emotions, and aggresions towards. Very theraputic. : )
I have paint under my fingernails again today.
and a smudge on my elbow
It's just not the same if you don't get a little dirty. ; )
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Date: 2002-11-08 05:40 am (UTC)And its' not gonna be good art unless it gets all over you. And I have a bad habit of using glitter. Days!!! I scrub the stuff off for DAYS!
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Date: 2002-11-08 05:53 am (UTC)you know what I do when I'm stuck?
I play with crayons. They're so pretty and fun, and it takes the heat off. After a while of just noodling around with the crayons I loosen up, get ideas, feel less structured. And you can't get any detail with crayons, so it's hard to be anal-retentive about them:)
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Date: 2002-11-08 05:57 am (UTC)THIS is one of the coolest things you've ever said!.......:-)
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Date: 2002-11-08 02:27 pm (UTC)thank you:)
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Date: 2002-11-08 08:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-11-09 01:37 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2002-11-09 03:05 pm (UTC)so which one were you?
*Hides can of glitter behind back*
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Date: 2002-11-11 01:40 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2002-11-11 03:27 pm (UTC)I've got some piccies of the work up in the Cawfee shop...I'll have to post 'em soonish.
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Date: 2002-11-11 03:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-11-12 01:48 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2002-11-12 05:39 am (UTC)allright, hand over the pics, mister, and nobody gets hurt!!
*thinks of various Mausi-pics...most of 'em are linked to my LJ anyway, and there needs to be more...*
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Date: 2002-11-13 12:43 am (UTC)http://indecentexposure.rhps.org/actors/trannies/trannies_rdavidson.html
*thinks of various Mausi-pics...most of 'em are linked to my LJ anyway, and there needs to be more...*
I think I'll need to go looking for some of those photos...
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Date: 2002-11-13 05:39 am (UTC)(I'm usually in the audience...never seen the live show, though. I know there's one around here somewhere...)
I should mention here that I don't tend to photograph well...I wince at a lot of my pictures, really I do...
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Date: 2002-11-16 01:30 pm (UTC)There's a weekly showing in Minneapolis but I'm not sure where exactly.
I should mention here that I don't tend to photograph well...I wince at a lot of my pictures, really I do...
You've looked gorgeous to me in all the pictures that I've seen so far. Where are you hiding these bad photos?
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Date: 2002-11-18 05:56 am (UTC)*grins and blushes*
Heh. Aw. Huh. Yee!
Shucks.
thank you....