*Leafing through interesting class schedules at MCTC*

[msfledermaus]

I reaaaally wanna take some classes. I just wonder if I can take a couple of night classes and still hoard money for moving in June? Feh.

Of course I'm still cross at Hogwarts for not publishing their Adult Continued Studies courses. I'm sure I'd qualify for some kind of magical financial aid.
Double feh. I'd work 3 jobs and still find time to go to Transfiguration 101.

Otherwise, just relaxing still. The Dread Pirate Roberts has declined my invite to Buca tomorrow--busy with last-minute projects that must get done... Double feh with a half-somersault.

I knew it was going to be like this at some point. I really did. I must have mentioned it about a zillion times, telling myself (and others) it wasn't going to be anything big. So why am I so damn disappointed now that it's happened?

I'm taking a break from dating for a while.

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[specificocean.livejournal.com]

....and you KNOW that's when a Very Datable Person will arrive....

Hmpf.

[msfledermaus.livejournal.com]

Yeah, someone who's in one way or another, physically or emotionally unavailable. or who wants me to be their mommy, or mooch money off me, or tell me I'm a loser.
Feh feh feh, I say to it all--FEH!!!!!

*starts to cry a little*

I'm sorry. I'm just so disillusioned right now. the last time I thought i'd take a break and maybe someone would turn up would be that Damned Uncommunicative Pirate Roberts. I just feel like ...well, like a loser. a charity case. Someone nobody would take on a bet. Unless maybe I paid or something.

I really don't want to be upset by this, but I seem to be anyway.

Re: Hmpf.

[specificocean.livejournal.com]

I've been there (tho' out of the dating scene for a looooooong time)......sounds like a break IS needed......*s*

Re: Hmpf.

[msfledermaus.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I think so too.

Dating is no fun, no matter what anyone says. Id been in long relationships for most of my 20's, so this is the first really concentrated time I've had to deal with the whole scene. It's not a pretty sight out there.

Re: Hmpf.

[specificocean.livejournal.com]

I'm sure I'd find out, esp being in my 40's now....

Re: Hmpf.

[vill.livejournal.com]

OK, you get forty-five thousand million billion hugs. Especially now that I have a clue.

Because...what you said. And stuff.

*tries to articulate*

*cannot articulate*

Re: Hmpf.

[msfledermaus.livejournal.com]

*Hugs you back and nods*

yeah. Like that.