Veggin' out due to ligament stuff...
Jun. 2nd, 2003 09:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
msfledermausI took a sick day today to rest some tendons I pulled last night in my hip.
(Two words: Mosh Pit.) Its not too bad if I get a chance to rest my leg, and I should be at work tomorrow.:P
Barbara at Llewellyn wrote me. She gave me some good technical advice about how the pen-and-ink-medium would possibly scan. (I used a lot of grey tones, which don't always reproduce well. Damn those seductive grey-tone pens! Memo to myself: Crosshatch whether you like it or not, missy!) She'll get back to me about how they scan, and meanwhile I'll see if I can't pull together a formal submission--5 cards, cover letter, finished questionaire, etcetra. I'm going to be a busy Maus. Still no guarantees though--at least if they say no I can use the work for the show in November. Or possibly self-publish. (Keeping in mind that if I do a card a week it could take me a year and a half to finish the deck.)
I'm fretting a little...I so very much want to do well. My entire existence seems to revolve around wanting to do well; to make something wonderful that pleases not only myself but other people too. It's all I really want. Money, power, it all takes a back seat to wanting create something special to share with people, to create a silent conversation with pictures. To be useful and appreciated for that usefulness. To do what I really really do best. It would be nice if Llewellyn says yes. I have to be okay with it if they say No.
*fidget*
(Two words: Mosh Pit.) Its not too bad if I get a chance to rest my leg, and I should be at work tomorrow.:P
Barbara at Llewellyn wrote me. She gave me some good technical advice about how the pen-and-ink-medium would possibly scan. (I used a lot of grey tones, which don't always reproduce well. Damn those seductive grey-tone pens! Memo to myself: Crosshatch whether you like it or not, missy!) She'll get back to me about how they scan, and meanwhile I'll see if I can't pull together a formal submission--5 cards, cover letter, finished questionaire, etcetra. I'm going to be a busy Maus. Still no guarantees though--at least if they say no I can use the work for the show in November. Or possibly self-publish. (Keeping in mind that if I do a card a week it could take me a year and a half to finish the deck.)
I'm fretting a little...I so very much want to do well. My entire existence seems to revolve around wanting to do well; to make something wonderful that pleases not only myself but other people too. It's all I really want. Money, power, it all takes a back seat to wanting create something special to share with people, to create a silent conversation with pictures. To be useful and appreciated for that usefulness. To do what I really really do best. It would be nice if Llewellyn says yes. I have to be okay with it if they say No.
*fidget*
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Date: 2003-06-02 07:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-06-02 07:52 pm (UTC)Just remember....
BREATHE!! :D
{{{Maus}}}}
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Date: 2003-06-03 05:23 am (UTC)Re:
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Date: 2003-06-03 05:38 am (UTC)*Breathes out*
Breaaaaaaaathe.....breaaaaaaaathe...
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Date: 2003-06-03 05:43 am (UTC)Wicca's like riding a bicycle; You wobble around and tip a little and skin your shins a bit, but you never totally forget.:D The tricky bit is finding other Wiccans you're compatible with if you want to do group-work. Like herding cats, I tell ya!
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Date: 2003-06-03 05:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-06-03 07:10 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2003-06-04 05:41 am (UTC)If I was to give any advice, I'd just say do what makes sense to you and what you enjoy. Others will come around. Maybe once you feel comfortable again out an ad for a laid-back coffee-shop sort of thing, just coffee and talk specifying a laid-back approach.
heh, I'd come over, but I'm waaaaay over here:)
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