Red dreams...
Mar. 14th, 2002 09:12 am*rubs eyes*
Usually for about a week a month my dreams get really primal and down to the guts of my current emotions. (draw you're own conclusions--You're probably not wrong.) This week is no exception.
I dreampt about a friend I had. We had a huge, blow-out fight in my dream that we never had while we were friends but I always wished we did--I always felt cut off, that things between us were always ended before I could even tell how I felt about it. I was just getting into the part where I was yelling about how predictable the behavior was and how shitty I felt about it when *bam!* I woke up with the credits rolling. Frustrating stuff. But realistic, really--I didn't really get any closure about it in real time, either. But at least I got some of it out, one way or another.
And the fight started around what kind of soda I wanted...and I woke up thirsty.
*sips Fresca*
Usually for about a week a month my dreams get really primal and down to the guts of my current emotions. (draw you're own conclusions--You're probably not wrong.) This week is no exception.
I dreampt about a friend I had. We had a huge, blow-out fight in my dream that we never had while we were friends but I always wished we did--I always felt cut off, that things between us were always ended before I could even tell how I felt about it. I was just getting into the part where I was yelling about how predictable the behavior was and how shitty I felt about it when *bam!* I woke up with the credits rolling. Frustrating stuff. But realistic, really--I didn't really get any closure about it in real time, either. But at least I got some of it out, one way or another.
And the fight started around what kind of soda I wanted...and I woke up thirsty.
*sips Fresca*
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Date: 2002-03-14 08:12 am (UTC)(((Ms Eff)))
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Date: 2002-03-14 09:02 am (UTC)*hugs brain*
Boy, it's really snowing out here!!!
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Date: 2002-03-15 06:54 am (UTC)Heehee...I do feel better about the whole thing. I think it was cathartic.
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Date: 2002-03-15 07:56 am (UTC)Dreamzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
Date: 2002-03-15 09:43 am (UTC)can get by on 4 hours sleep if my dreams are good... I hate waking up in the middle of good dream... I think I would get more out of my dreams if I lived alone (I could jump up and write things down, or talk into a tape recorder, etc.)... Not that I want to live alone... I do enough of that when I'm on work travel... I should bring a tape recorder on the road, though...
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Date: 2002-03-15 09:45 am (UTC)I do keep a dream-diary, so of course I wrote down what I could recall of that one. And sometimes I get my best artistic inspirtion from either dreams or just before I seriously wake up...
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Date: 2002-03-15 09:55 am (UTC)Re: Dreamzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
Date: 2002-03-15 09:59 am (UTC)And various artists get The Dream...where they're in a gallery surrounded by work of their own making, but work that doesn't exist yet in reality... I've had that dream, too, a couple of times. I wish I could carry the paintings off the walls and bring them out with me instead of having to work on them from scratch:)
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